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| God is love God is faithful plz continue to pray for me as i go through the clinical placement until 12th Nov . may i find favor in the eyes of God , the supervisor and assessor , and patients. thank you and God bless | | |
| attended the women's conference in church few weeksss ago . the theme was "joy" it was timely coz going through this master course is like being in the rain. instead of singing with joy.... i'm more like "lamenting with complaints, fear, and depression" yet i remember how on the first day when i took the bus to placement, I was soooo anxious , fearing to fail. God sent a stranger to the bus stop who just greeted me warmly with such simple heart. and then on the way to placement, just when i almost missed the stop that I am supposed to get off to catch another bus (coz unsure of which stop it is), another stranger just came to me and told me "this is xxxx stop" - which is the right stop - enabling me to get off in time! in my heart, i kept thanking God for just reassuring me in small yet surprising ways. but just like the israelites who despite seeing the greatness of God still wandered away , here i am stressed, facing the pile of assignments and the need to start preparing for my next very important placement, starting 17th oct. being very frustrated with myself for being so slow of completing one assignment, which will affect the progress of the other assignments. fearing that i may not pass the placement that i wont be able to graduate where do all these lead to? all i know that the most important thing is to keep holding on Jesus, the Author and Perfector of our faith. despite the fear, despite the sense of failure, despite them all.... to just continue to sing in the rain , to the One who gives His all so that we may live | | |
| "Why am I so sleepy?" . yeah, i know it's winter time - basically longer time of darkness especially in the mornings and afternoons. but i am really worried that if this goes on, i wont be "functioning" well for my possible upcoming clinical placement . coz during last placement i was so tired when i got back home that i couldnt have do much readings/preparation for the next day that i should. thank God the 2nd week that time, was able to go to mai's place to at least try to keep awake to 10-ish to do some work. but this time mai's in brisbane.... sigh....and the strange thing is even if i sleep earlier, i still wake up feeling tired ...... Is there a way to overcome this? really need to pass this , dun want to redo it again. this verse was shared in church service: Psalm 40:1-2 (NLT) I waited patiently for the Lord to help me, and He turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the pit of despair, out of the mud and the mire. He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along. | | |
| today, I am feeling "kam cheong" , coz tomorrow morning it's my anatomy flagrace exams which costs 40% of the subject. this kinda nervous feeling ... maybe because:I dun quite know whether i prepare well for it or not; low confidence on how I will fare, or ...? anyway, going to mai's place to study more. please pray for us that we be able to prepare well for the exams , able to identify the structures correcty (it's those exams in the lab where u identify the body parts and answer the questions associated with it) and answer them well ; pray for peace,wisdom and strength. searching for this verse to remind myself ... "Give all your worries and cares to God, for He cares about you" (1 Peter 5:7) Thank God , and thanks for your prayers | | |
| today while walking to uni, i just felt like someone (i forgot the term) who going to the court awaiting for the verdict... so that's how it felt for ppl who went through such situation.... while waiting for friends , i looked at the shops and cars at lygon st.... just felt like as if i just arrived to melb... still very much feeling like a newbie, even though first semester is coming to an end. i wonder whether or not i will still feel like that at the end of this year? | | |
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